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Post by BELLA SWAN on Jun 15, 2009 18:00:37 GMT 1
i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright †WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†
†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN† it's over but what if we just pretend
bella leaned her head against the glass as she noticed where they were going, not sure how to react. another thing plaguing her was how bad she wanted him to give in. to break her skin, taint her blood so she could be just like him. she was almost eighteen in a few days and she dreaded it. she would be older than him. she wanted to be his age and be with him forever, and wanted to show him how much she loved him...and he'd barely let her kiss him the way she wanted because of his control. not only for her selfish reasons, she wanted to change so he could be free. she hated seeing him suffer over not wanting to hurt her, kill her, make a wrong move. if he just...did it, he would never have to worry again.
she sniffled as she dabbed at her eyes once they pulled up, getting out as she shoved her hands into the pockets of her jeans and began to walk in the woods towards their spot silently.
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Post by EDWARD CULLEN on Jun 15, 2009 18:20:49 GMT 1
Y O U G O T I T Y O U G O T I T S O M E K I N D O F M A G I C , H Y P N O T I C H Y P N O T I C [/color] YOU'RE LEAVING ME BREATHLESS[/color] I H A T E T H I S I H A T E T H I S Y O U ' R E N O T T H E O N E I B E L I E V E I N . . . . . . . [/color] [/font][/center] edward frowned slightly, following her as she walked. oh how he wished he could read her mind, to know what was really upsetting her. he stopped bella, wrapping his arms around her and holding her close, leaning his forehead against hers, trying not to linger too much from how cold his skin was, before placing a kiss there. "bella, please... tell me what's on your mind. why are you so upset?"
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Post by BELLA SWAN on Jun 15, 2009 18:39:50 GMT 1
i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright †WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†
†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN† it's over but what if we just pretend
"You know what..." bella finally whispered as she moved her hair back and looked at him, letting the slow breeze carry the scent of her exposed neck towards him as she stared fixedly into his golden eyes, needing him to give in. she would not give up on making him do this. she wanted him to do it, to prove he loved her that much to change her for him so they could always be together no matter what for as long as time could stand it. she needed him in her life, being mortal was ticking away and would not give her that. it only gave them more limits.
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Post by EDWARD CULLEN on Jun 15, 2009 18:49:51 GMT 1
Y O U G O T I T Y O U G O T I T S O M E K I N D O F M A G I C , H Y P N O T I C H Y P N O T I C [/color] YOU'RE LEAVING ME BREATHLESS[/color] I H A T E T H I S I H A T E T H I S Y O U ' R E N O T T H E O N E I B E L I E V E I N . . . . . . . [/color] [/font][/center] he sighed softly, knowing what she wanted. of course, it came to this. it wasn't that he didn't want it too, he would give anything to keep her with him forever, but he couldn't bring himself to take away her humanity. she would be a monster, just like he was. she couldn't be like that, her soul was too important, too... too... pure, too human. she was perfect and he couldn't taint her like that. "is it not enough to live a long and happy life with me?" he murmured, staring into her beautiful brown eyes.
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Post by BELLA SWAN on Jun 15, 2009 18:53:43 GMT 1
i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright †WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†
†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN† it's over but what if we just pretend
"Keywords, long and happy. I'm dying, Edward. In two days, I'll be older than you. That's not fair to either of us. I want to be with you, in all shape and form, forever. Forever is more than a human life and you know it. Are you really going to be able to deal when I die? Why won't you just change me?" bella cried at this point, tears that had been held in for months making their way yet again down her incandescent face as she stared into his eyes longingly, her own full of torn pain and rejection as she shied away from his touch and hugged her midsection with her own grasp, knowing she would break if she hadn't.
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Post by EDWARD CULLEN on Jun 16, 2009 21:35:24 GMT 1
Y O U G O T I T Y O U G O T I T S O M E K I N D O F M A G I C , H Y P N O T I C H Y P N O T I C [/color] YOU'RE LEAVING ME BREATHLESS[/color] I H A T E T H I S I H A T E T H I S Y O U ' R E N O T T H E O N E I B E L I E V E I N . . . . . . . [/color] [/font][/center] "because i don't want to damn you to this life. you'd have to give everything up, never see charlie or renee or phil ever again, have to move away from everything you've ever known. we're monsters, bella. we're designed to kill, to drink human blood... why would you want that? to be a monster?" he hated how she wanted this so badly. he would change her in a second if she wasn't as pure and innocent as she was. she was perfect, and he didn't want to ruin her, to take that perfect soul away.
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Post by BELLA SWAN on Jun 20, 2009 19:12:09 GMT 1
i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright †WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†
†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN† it's over but what if we just pretend
"I can see them whenever I want, and they'll understand after some time. I want you forever, and I know you're not a monster. If you're the one to change me, you can teach me not to be. I can be a vegetarian just like you," she pleaded quietly with anxious eyes as she bit her lip softly between her teeth, looking into his eyes. she wanted to be like him, be sure that she would be by his side immortally for all time to come and never be separated from him. "I want it to be you forever...and for you to be the one to change me."
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Post by EDWARD CULLEN on Jun 21, 2009 21:08:13 GMT 1
Y O U G O T I T Y O U G O T I T S O M E K I N D O F M A G I C , H Y P N O T I C H Y P N O T I C [/color] YOU'RE LEAVING ME BREATHLESS[/color] I H A T E T H I S I H A T E T H I S Y O U ' R E N O T T H E O N E I B E L I E V E I N . . . . . . . [/color] [/font][/center] "you'll be completely different to how you are. paler skin, blood red eyes.. they'll be able to tell how you've changed, how you're different." he sighed and cupped her cheeks in his hands, hoping he wouldn't make her too cold. "believe me bella, i would give anything to have you with me forever, but i can't take away who you are, i can't take away your perfect soul and damn it to a life like this."
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Post by BELLA SWAN on Jun 21, 2009 21:24:14 GMT 1
i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright †WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†
†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN† it's over but what if we just pretend
bella leaned into his touch, used to the chill by now and considering ti was cold outside from the rain, it wasn't too much of a difference as if she were in phoenix and he touched her. she sighed as she looked down, figuring he never would as she shook her head when everyone began clearing out, throwing away her untouched food and finishing her soda. "I'll be late for P.E. With Mike." She muttered miserably, grabbing her bag and shuffling away from him to the gym. she was so sick of feeling her eighteenth coming in four days time. she didn't want it anymore. not since she'd met him. she did not want to be older than him and keep aging.
she changed in the locker room quickly in a daze as she made her way to the gym, seeing they had track. perfect. they would be outside for everyone to see her trip over her own feet. sighing, she ran with the class around the track, keeping her eyes down in case he was somewhere watching her while mike and jessica passed by her, mike giving her a look while jess smiled and stayed b her so she could have someone to run with and not feel so alone, though bella barely listened while she babbled to distract her. all she wanted was to give up her life for a better one, all from one bite to her neck. she wanted it so bad, and he was denying her. was it because she was too plain for him? he didn't want to be stuck with someone like her when he could have someone like rosalie or close to her for eternity?
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Post by EDWARD CULLEN on Jun 21, 2009 21:34:37 GMT 1
Y O U G O T I T Y O U G O T I T S O M E K I N D O F M A G I C , H Y P N O T I C H Y P N O T I C [/color] YOU'RE LEAVING ME BREATHLESS[/color] I H A T E T H I S I H A T E T H I S Y O U ' R E N O T T H E O N E I B E L I E V E I N . . . . . . . [/color] [/font][/center] edward hated her being so upset, especially with him. he understood why she wanted what she did, but he just couldn't bring himself to do it. oh how he wished he could read her mind, to know what she was thinking. driving back to the school, he waited in his volvo for her to come out, needing to tell her some news that carlisle had told them all the previous night. it was yet another reason as to why bella couldn't be changed, at least not yet. climbing from the car, he walked over and touched her arm gently. "there is something i have not yet told you, that you need to know. please, come over to the car and listen. and before you say anything, no it's not another attempt of me trying to explain why i can't give you what you want. it's from the volturi..."
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Post by BELLA SWAN on Jun 21, 2009 22:36:22 GMT 1
i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright †WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†
†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN† it's over but what if we just pretend
bella frowned at his news as she wondered what this had to do with her, still not entirely sure who these people were except for the short story he'd given her back when he told her carlisle's story. she shook her head as she slid into the passenger seat and tossed her bag into the back seat, looking up at him as she turned in her seat to face him fully.
"why does everything have to stand against this? carlisle bit esme and you without a problem, and yes I'm not like, on my deathbed but in a way I am. with you, with laurent and victoria still out there, everyone can come for me! i can even kill myself because I cannot stand on a flat surface without falling! so why can't the same happen for me? why does everyone need to act like i'm the one person in history who can't be turned?" she looked down at her hands as she held back tears, feeling pathetic for even crying over this.
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